October 25th, 2007
re-emergence POSTED AT 06:05 PM I've gone missing for almost two months, and boy, am I sorry. I promised myself I will not let go of writing - never mind if life tries to get in the way - but I did. Now, again, I fear that I've become rusty. Life is difficult, perhaps because I am struggling to merge my old life with the new, when I shouldn't. Or maybe, maybe, I am trying too hard, which is never good. When you try too hard you break, because you've reached an indestructible wall and you keep on pounding yourself against it. Then you bleed. And of course I cannot afford that! Not when right before my eyes I see time scurrying like crazy, crawling yesterday and now standing, braving tiny steps. Tomorrow there will be another spectacle; another reminder that no, life will not wait for you.
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