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January 9th, 2009

Strangely Happy
POSTED AT 10:19 AM

Been hanging out with a good friend lately and I don't know why I am strangely happy with it.


Listening to: The Scripts - Breakeven
Feeling: medyo antok...


January 6th, 2009

Linking back and related entries
POSTED AT 12:07 PM in General News

For patron accounts, I've added one new feature: linkbacks. Any time a Tabulas user posts an entry that links to a particular entry of yours, you'll see it appear in the comment view of a page. This will help you discover who's talking about your entries on Tabulas, and it is a way to encourage you to link to other's posts as well!

I've also started processing Tabulas entries for the "Related" entries feature - for those of you who don't know, this is a magical feature which will try to find "related" entries that you've written. Sometimes it's accurate, sometimes it's not. But it's fun to see what entries will show up

Related entries are processed nightly, so you may have to wait a bit to get related entries. All patron account should have had their entries processed, though.



January 6th, 2009

2009
POSTED AT 06:58 AM in Personal

Thanks for the warm leather-ly welcome 2009. =)

I don't have resolutions ... yet. I decided to give up on the new years resolution on eating right and losing excess weight because when I become conscious of what I eat... the more I gain weight. ODD! So none of that. I have never tried to read more books because I want to be happy with what I do. LOL. I fall asleep trying to read, though I do love picture books. Hmm... I tried doing more artwork... but I don't have the right materials and equipments. I don't want to spend money on that yet because I don't have any room for them at the moment.

I could always work on my praying habits. (Or lack-there-of -_-')

The reason I don't want to make resolutions is that I can already feel that 2009 is going to be a long and hectic year. Long because I can't wait for 2010 so I can have my own room, and hard because its time for me to save my academic life. But nothing my God can't handle so I shouldn't be afraid.

There's one thing I want to happen but I don't want to promise because I AM SUPER SCARED and I am going to admit this... I have no confidence in my work. I want to do what I love... but I feel like I'm not good enough to do it. Which is why I worked in a toy store instead of designing. When it comes to my work, I'm quite sensitive about it which is why not everyone sees it. (Some are hidden under my bed, LOL) I want to do good. I want to be great at this. I want to explore... but I don't like risks... but I know that I'm going to HAVE to take it if I really want to be amazing.

WAHHH!!! Why didn't I want to be practical than be passionate? BOO!

I need to practice. I really do. This is one skill I don't want God taking away from me. The same creativity that created the universe.. I share a little bit of that and I want to keep it. SO PLEASE! Anyone who needs me to do something... I will do it as long as its web or print. I can't design products yet simply because I suck at it. HAHA! I'm going to start a client notebook. Don't worry.. I won't charge anything until I feel like I'm good enough to charge. HAHA! (Yabang!)



January 5th, 2009

Buset!
POSTED AT 03:29 PM

Akala ko sa text lang may unlimited. Sa trabaho din pala. Bottomless and trabaho kung minsan habang ang ibang kasama mo ay nagpapalaki lang ng itlog. Nakaka-bwiset na minsan. Tang ina...



January 5th, 2009

Landscaping & Enoch
POSTED AT 03:11 PM

In this lonely clifftop surround me, spread over me, but no, further let the hunger be, I want you more. O sunset color of parting lips, and sparkle glinting of a kiss, I said, I will permit your silence Lord, but only if you give me your presence! Face in the clouds! Face in the clouds! Reach out your arms to enfold me, and enrapture-compress me, and be never afar off, no not like a paper christ, sketched in the inference, and the rational-doctrinal-evangelical lie. But be more real to me than flesh, and shake me: “God is a Person! God is a Person!” And never the inert word, never the mere expectation. Because faith is not imagination, but the swallowing of the Spirit, and being guiltless of indulging like the earth-forgotten mystic.


Teach me: God is not invisible.

Oh love, I can touch your face when you cry, and I can feel your hand in mine, and oh to seek you until my voice crumples and divides! And to never be content with this trembling mirage: As the trees bend, and the skies open, the sea flaps its wings. Who will tell me we demand too much, when we've become sons and daughters of the living God?

Whisper to me: God passes through me, God is swirlsong round me, God is tiptoeing towards me, God is speaking above me, God is face-front of me, God is behind--oh please enumerate the blessings of the Trinity.

Remember: The Bible is the love letter. But soar and surpass! The letter writer beholds you right now, eyes-blinking, smiling. Touch Him: “This is eternal life, that they may know You.” And what is prayer? It's when he tells you to roll the earth up like a scroll, and then in the golden plane rest your head against his chest; I have never found this much sweetness in death.



January 2nd, 2009

Hit logging
POSTED AT 01:35 PM in General News

One of the bigger complaints I've gotten about the control panel redesign is the lack of accurate hit logging. To that end, I've added back one of the more popular features for patron accounts: viewing your recent visitor traffic logs.

Because of server limitations, you can only view your last 72 hours worth of data, but the data it provides should give you a better idea of where your traffic is coming from.

Check it out in your control panel.

 



January 2nd, 2009

In Medias Res
POSTED AT 12:28 AM

"What is it this time?", Alyosa cocked his head towards the languid, and heavy-breasted Leonel, who was already leaning on a birch tree and sobbing. "For the last time you've almost gotten us killed, and every single time it was the White Spirit that saved us. Would that we would only follow his instruction! And not turn away from the path, then perhaps very well soon we would reach the other side of this island. But again and again you would not listen, for some glittering thing by the narrow path of the thicket, and I sometimes I shuder and cringe that my fate is bound with you."

"But I cannot help it! And it is not my fault that this place is so deceptive. Why, you too, when we passed by the secret springs near the mountain, and saw the heavenly muses bathing under the falls, failed to speak on account of their song, and their slender and enticing beauty. And when I stepped forward in silence, pushing through the leaves, you did not stay me with your hand, but stood there stunned in indecision. How could we have known then, tell me, that the whole scene was a spider's web, and an illusion, and though in our mind's eye we were beholding brilliant beauty, rather it was lust, and the spring was a bog, and the muses were living corpses, and their sweet lips smiled ravenous teeth at our presence. You must confess, you too did not see." And Leonel rubbed the still fresh wound that he acquired on his right elbow, some of the blood now dried and hardened. For providence it was only the nails which tore at him, and not the teeth which injected a grim and solemn poison. He found it hard to stifle his sobs, though he tried hard, for the pride of his defeated manhood mocked him.

"But we were warned. And we were told, that you ought only to keep your eyes to the light, brighter than a star, more visible than daylight, hovering over the treetops, and if only we would draw closer, we would begin to feel its warmth, and if only we would set our hearts firmly on it, you and I, then its light would even become a voice, and it would soon sing to us songs clearer and more pure than any earthly delight, and how I wished I kept my eyes on it, then I would most certainly have clasped both your shoulders and egged you onward! And didn't you hear it, as we drew the closest, that very faint voice streaming through the air, a trembling in the wind, as of something otherworldly, and didn't it move you to strain your ears, and listen, and catch a few words of white music speaking?"

"Yes, I did, and yet at the same time I caught the laughter of women and splashes of water on my far right, and when my eyes pierced through the bushes, I knew, oh, that I would drown out the white voice with the sound of my own beating heart, and with the heat that rose to my ears..." Leonel fell silent, and looked bewildered at the trees, as though frustrated with himself, simmering in his own guilt, but slowly trying to take this burden and pass it on to another, yes, perhaps pass it on to their mysterious guardian.

"Do you think it should ever be more than this on our journey, Alyosa? I mean, all the while it's been just that light over and above the treetops, and a serene voice barely audible, always tantalizing but never fully formed. And the White Spirit only appears and whisks us in the time of greatest and desperate need, and not soon enough to completely spare me from hurt. Why must this good be always only at the fringes, just where I cannot touch with my own fingers? Tell me, why does the White Spirit refuse to be our companion? Why does he not guide us here, beside us, every step of the way? Surely then, he would be able to protect us from such temptations as these, like those ruins that we stumbled upon days ago, and called out to us with inscriptions of ancient wisdom, and we, who could not know better--except yes, a glimmering, frail light in the distance--upon deciphering these incsriptions entered in, and that is when we encountered the monstrous Metuselah, and eventually felt his ancient branches round our waists..."

Alyosa shuddered, and his eyes narrowed, he too was remembering that damned encounter, yet he spoke, "But over and over again the White Spirit has saved us, even in the throes of certain death, and not in mere jest, for you remember that even though he took no solid form, yet we watched as the contours of a man in resplendent light hacked at those withered branches with his radiant sword, and I wonder then, why we dare to go on our journey, daring to go it by ourselves, and not seek him first. For you and I know that he is here, and yet, in an irony that is only possible for fools like us, we also say he is not here. But how could we be saved, if he was not always aware of our state, and keeps watch over us? Then perhaps he is here? While you sob and we talk about his hiddenness? Then let's call out now! And say, why hide yourself, guardian of two fools, why not come, lead, and we will follow, and should you tie us with ropes, bound like captives, yet we would even be more glad!" And so Alyosa, unexpectedly, not caring for any prospect of failure, or for caution, shouted, "Come! Come! Oh, white one, let yourself be seen!"

"Hush! Hush! Is this such a good idea, Alyosa? What if you wake some other thing? Shut up now!" But Alyosa only called louder, even as birds were irked at his voice and flew away, and his voice echoed unwelcome through the sleepy trunks: "If you would really save us then why not show yourself to us! And why, though you ask for faith, can't you honor us with your comforting presence!"

And after a minute or so of this madness, he fell silent, and so did nature around him. And Leonel, a little surprised by his companion's outburst, was just about to laugh, or smile, or to do anything to repay him for his scoldings, for though Alyosa was right in all his reprimands and his thoughts, yet Leonel could not stand that thought of being put down as the lesser, the one who keeps on stumbling, though in truth Alyosa did not think such, but carried his equal share of their mistakes. When they had started this journey it was Leonel who wore the bronze armor-piece, and wore the slanting sword behind his back, and who pushed through the brush in confidence, while Alyosa paced behind him, armed only with a staff, and Leonel considered him the weaker. His proud sword and armor was now gone, the very ones he had to surrender and unstrap when he sank into the bog, and the maidens started tearing at his arms, and only the angel-lightness of their saviour could lift him up, only he had to get rid of his equipment. And now, would this deliverer consent to show himself, and answer these crude and almost childish calls? And so he was about to speak bitterly--

Then there came a shaking in the bushes.



December 26th, 2008

Yay!!
POSTED AT 02:50 PM in Personal

I've been planning to get this ever since I got my Canon Powershot A560 (Flashy) last year. BUT whenever I remember to get one... I've got insufficient funds. Now that I have upgraded to A2000 (Betty) I couldn't wait to get this:

It's an SD card reader. It also came with an extra 2GB SD cards. *dances around* Now I don't have to connect the camera to the computer. I can just plug this in on my USB and it'll read the card. (Wee! More reason to love my old yet still working so beautifully Macbook! LOL) I cannot wait!!! 

Oh dear, I'm such a geek. Also, I apologize for the picture. =S Had bad lighting and I was tired from the family-PARTAY! lol!

 

THANK YOU MY MUNITA! (Ate Jeline) <3<3<3 I love LOVE LOOOVVVEE it!!

The older I get, the less presents I receive... but the more I appreciate my family. This year, I totally forgot about the gift giving actually. I just love them being around. =)



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